What I would die for

If there is anything I would be willing to die for, it would be for my friends. Sometimes I forget to do something or accidently let them down, but they are still what i care about the most. I just cannot stand to see anything bad happen to them and because of this I tend to worry about them a lot more than myself. If one of my friends is ever in need, it just tears my up inside if I do not do anything. So, I try helping as best as I can. Sometimes it does not work out, and a couple times I have made it worse, but i like to know that I tried my best. For me, helping my friends get through tough times is the best I can hope for.

I might not care enough

One characteristic that I like about myself, is that if someone tells me something mean or negative, most of the time I really do not care. They can call me stupid, ugly, a loser, or any combination of the 3, but I would not give it a second thought. Even then, the things that do get under my skin are often dumb, like doing better than me on a test and other stuff that does not matter that much. Weirdly enough, my not caring attitude is one of the things I dislike the most about myself. A lot of the time I cannot find motivation to do homework or a project. Sometimes people try to tell me important ideas but I sometimes ignore them and continue on. I am so split on how I feel about myself, that I guess I am not quite sure if this attitude is for the best.

My invention

If I could make anything, I would design a device that gets people ready for school. They would set the device to activate about 15-20 minutes before they wake up. When that time passes, the device will activate. It would start cooking their breakfast, getting their clothes ready, and it would make sure everything is in their bag and ready to be taken to school. Other options include brewing coffee, waking them up gently or loudly, and creating a sound bubble for those day that they don't want to talk to anyone. I mean, let's be honest, most people would rather not hear nagging all morning.

My biggest hobby

My biggest hobby has to be videogames. I can seriously play them all day and i will not get tired or bored. The longest i have played is around 19 hours with a couple minute-long pauses for food. That was probably the only time i have actually gotten tired from playing. Playing games could also be the reason i wear glasses, but i am not completely sure. I might have just stared at the sun too long. Either way, i really do not care. Pretty much my entire family is into videogames and considering both sides of my family love them, it makes sense that i do too. There are those people that will argue away and say that a certain game or game type sucks. I, on the other hand, play all types and i really could not care less. There are people that say videogames are bad for people and serve no purpose, but for me it is a much needed way of de-stressing about everything that is happening in my life. It helps that i am great at almost every game i play.

I just want to stay here

If i could change one thing in my life, it would be my parents decision to move to New York about one month ago. We will be moving soon and i just really do not want to go. I would much rather stay here with all the people I know instead of moving, even though we are moving because we would get a lot more money. We are perfectly fine how we are now. We have a nice house, plenty of things to do where we live at, and are by no means having bad lives. Some money should not be why we go, especially if we are pretty much leaving our entire family behind. We literally have no family living in New York and almost everyone in our family lives here, in Ohio. Here, there is always some family i can go to when I am bored, and I really love to go to school here. Where there is people I actually like. There is not anything I would like better than to just live here, and i do not want to see all the people i know and love not be around me anymore.

What I did (or didn't) do over the summer

Over the summer, I did what summer was meant for, which is to just sit down, relax, maybe get some food, and do absolutely nothing. Every so often I would have to go to a store, but I would just buy some candy and take a nap afterwards. Sometimes I would get a text saying "I'M HUNGRY" which was normally followed by "BRING ME FOOD" or "UGH" but I would just say "too bad" and go get some food for myself. Oh yeah, and my brothers my have pushed me down the stairs once or twice. It was probably because I wouldn't get them any pizza. For me, this is the best way to spend a summer.

My Name

My name is not anything special. It was just a name my parents liked. I have never loved it, or hated it. My name has just been my name. Some say it means brave. Some say it means wealthy and great. To me though, it's just what I answer to. Some people take pride in their names, exclaiming that they are bound for greatness! Others consider there names wretched things. Things that they would just leave behind or beat with a stick if they could. While with mine, i am content. Whether people think it is captivating, or just plain awful, it is just who i am. Something that i wouldn't want to change. That, is something i do care about