What I would die for

If there is anything I would be willing to die for, it would be for my friends. Sometimes I forget to do something or accidently let them down, but they are still what i care about the most. I just cannot stand to see anything bad happen to them and because of this I tend to worry about them a lot more than myself. If one of my friends is ever in need, it just tears my up inside if I do not do anything. So, I try helping as best as I can. Sometimes it does not work out, and a couple times I have made it worse, but i like to know that I tried my best. For me, helping my friends get through tough times is the best I can hope for.

I might not care enough

One characteristic that I like about myself, is that if someone tells me something mean or negative, most of the time I really do not care. They can call me stupid, ugly, a loser, or any combination of the 3, but I would not give it a second thought. Even then, the things that do get under my skin are often dumb, like doing better than me on a test and other stuff that does not matter that much. Weirdly enough, my not caring attitude is one of the things I dislike the most about myself. A lot of the time I cannot find motivation to do homework or a project. Sometimes people try to tell me important ideas but I sometimes ignore them and continue on. I am so split on how I feel about myself, that I guess I am not quite sure if this attitude is for the best.

My invention

If I could make anything, I would design a device that gets people ready for school. They would set the device to activate about 15-20 minutes before they wake up. When that time passes, the device will activate. It would start cooking their breakfast, getting their clothes ready, and it would make sure everything is in their bag and ready to be taken to school. Other options include brewing coffee, waking them up gently or loudly, and creating a sound bubble for those day that they don't want to talk to anyone. I mean, let's be honest, most people would rather not hear nagging all morning.